Try very hard !

feeling cold and dry, don want to leave my chair.
Tell me it is not true ! it is not.
Water from a river flowing down two stream at the same time.
can someone tell which one have more water?

Do not laugh, maybe you don know !
who is the victim?? hopefully not me or you.
Sunny day, blue sky and birds fying on the sky.
that is before the rain come hope it will never come.

Define pain, what is pain??
something i fear very fear!
It will gloom my sky no more blue sky.
change can i change???

La, jo, meow i miss the old days can i return, am i permitted to do so???
i don want to move forward, i am tired.................................
Do anyone even care????
i am tired,